i honestly don't know...
that night still replays in my head
it's never to be forgotten
i've dealt with some pretty bad situations before
but this was too unreal...too serious
i've only told one person about the details of that night
only one person would understand
and not judge me...not think less of me
if anyone else knew what had happened...
they would judge me...they would think less of me....
they would think that i'm not far off
it's been over a month
i'm still afriad
i'm still worried
i'm still crying on the inside
i'm still hiding it all from everyone
